As I attempt to remain focused my mind softly drifts to thoughts of both of us longing for a kiss.
Cased in a world of coldness your touch brings me warmth and tonight that moment is missed.
Im stuffed with busy work that slowly passes my time and my days become revolving doors.
Cycling patterns of boredom even while moving don't take you out of my mind.
Inside I sigh while pondering who, what, where and why.
Struggling to practice patience I sit anxious often dreaming of love and all of the above.
To have my neck nibbled as my fingers dribbled or
To have my tongue tasted as my waist was embraced or
To kiss you here and there and be kissed everywhere and
To spread my wings and fly while rest urges to cry.
Our sexual peak should rise to limits of the sky.
I can't function like normal because my blood rushes as if on fire for the desire to be taken higher.
Back to our kiss I so desperately miss.
The flavor is as sweet as melons and berries.
It keeps me high for hours and my spirit it carries.
Dismantled am I from this dream which lies
and I am totally unable to flow consistently.
Friday, July 22, 2011
My Natural Poetry
So they check out my kinks, look up and down and then they question me.
They give me a glare like "who she tryin' to be?"
Do I stand out because I no longer conform to the norm or do you feel sorry for me?
It takes a bad chick to pursue it and cut through it.
Pleeeaassseee, don't hate, I did it and I will keep on doing it.
From what my eyes have observed, it IS natural season.
I really don't owe you an explanation or my reason.
I mean, I don't question your straight ends and play with your hair.
So, why do you find interest in me now, as if you really care?
I was the one misled for years, thanks to our great slave masters.
If anything, I owe an apology to my beautiful ancestors.
I was told my dark skin and nappy roots were wrong, denying my Lord's creation.
I settled among others like me, turning away from self-actualization.
However, I now look out into the crowd and see other naturals like me.
We are transforming, transitioning, big choppin' and turning into queen B's.
Saturday, July 2, 2011
The Lady, Her Love and Her God (not in the that order)
Picture solitude in this world.
Imagine the feeling that appears when no connection is made.
Does the sun know it's power?
After looking out across the water and tasting the salt, a relationship is found.
His laughter gives me breath and I am able to smile.
He has the power to do that.
Among the openness, we were closed in.
We were surrounded like captives yet free.
We had each other, almost enough for him, yet, more than enough for her.
Somber waves walked along side by side.
They were full of life yet they could not see.
They taught gratitude, gave energy and increased their faith.
Her senses were full, over flowing with life's simple joys.
The drum inside her beat every second in exitement.
She was fully stimulated with peace of mind.
It was the best moments in life.
Love filled the air and forced them to see love in full bloom.
It will never be forgotten.
Imagine the feeling that appears when no connection is made.
Does the sun know it's power?
After looking out across the water and tasting the salt, a relationship is found.
His laughter gives me breath and I am able to smile.
He has the power to do that.
Among the openness, we were closed in.
We were surrounded like captives yet free.
We had each other, almost enough for him, yet, more than enough for her.
Somber waves walked along side by side.
They were full of life yet they could not see.
They taught gratitude, gave energy and increased their faith.
Her senses were full, over flowing with life's simple joys.
The drum inside her beat every second in exitement.
She was fully stimulated with peace of mind.
It was the best moments in life.
Love filled the air and forced them to see love in full bloom.
It will never be forgotten.
Friday, June 17, 2011
Who Am I To Say
Love of my life
My soul mate
You're my beat friend
Apart of me, like breathing
Now half of me is left
Don't know anything at all
Who am I to say you love me
Don't know anything at all
Who am I to say you need me
Color me blue, Im lost in you
Don't know why Im still waiting
Many moons have come and gone
Don't know why Im still searching
Don't know anything at all
Who am I to say you love me
Don't know anything at all
Who am I to say you need me
Now you're a song I love to sing
Never thought it'd feel so free
Now I know whats meant to be
And thats okay with me
But who am I to say you love me
*Hope*
My soul mate
You're my beat friend
Apart of me, like breathing
Now half of me is left
Don't know anything at all
Who am I to say you love me
Don't know anything at all
Who am I to say you need me
Color me blue, Im lost in you
Don't know why Im still waiting
Many moons have come and gone
Don't know why Im still searching
Don't know anything at all
Who am I to say you love me
Don't know anything at all
Who am I to say you need me
Now you're a song I love to sing
Never thought it'd feel so free
Now I know whats meant to be
And thats okay with me
But who am I to say you love me
*Hope*
Unspoken Words
As I take my pen in my right hand and use my left hand to hold this paper to write, my mind races. It races as fast as my heart begins to flutter at the sight of you. My mind is infested with thoughts and they linger throughout every second, miunte and hour of each day. These are not the twisted visualizations of us sexing each other, which can be pleasurable at times, however, there has to be something deeper. So deep that the souls which live within us dance to the beat of our hearts. Im thinking of you and I, us, we K-I-S-S-I-N-G. First comes that insane, intense love. Then the blessing of marriage. Next a couple of seeds resembling you and I meshed, resting in a baby carriage. I pray for something stable and consistent. My life does not cater to the short lived relationship of boyfriend/girlfriend because although a friendship is developing within that development, the words "boy" and "girl" are no longer apart of me nor what I want. All grown up now and packing away those childish characteristics. I search for character. No interest in stupidity, like that of a male with a hard-on where all the blood from his brain and feet runs to his other head causing him to not be able to think nor run from the situation he is placing himself in (Love Jones). I desire, ponder and often wonder who, what, where and when, but not why since I do know it's a true miracle of God. A miracle to be loved, admired, sought out by someone made expecially for me. And even though my past has influenced the broken fragments of my spirit today, a blessing still stands. Within me lies a minute vessel of hope that your love for me will be manifested in all purity.
Dear Brother
When I look at your face I see a hopeless little boy.
I watch how you scope the world and then dream of yourself.
Under your skin lies so much fear and confusion.
You constantly question the plan God has for you.
At times you reach out to me thinking I hold all the answers,
when I truly don't know a thing.
It seems you often look up to me and I think I must protect you with my wings.
If only you could crack the wall that surrounds you
and envision all my eyes can see.
If only you could stand with confidence and
realize God has planted a gift in your hands.
Then maybe, just maybe, you will realize you are just as special as me.
Truly blessed we are, we were delivered in threes.
You often take your third and compare it to ours,
not comprehending we are filled with the same amount.
Never pleased you are, every prize seems too far.
Life is a journey and you hate the roads.
However we all take our own paths.
I just hope one day you notice life isn't easy for anyone, so you go ahead and do the math.
Everyone has their own trials and tribulations yet for some it seems to much to bear.
Just when you think its not fair, remember, God just wants to see how much you care.
I watch how you scope the world and then dream of yourself.
Under your skin lies so much fear and confusion.
You constantly question the plan God has for you.
At times you reach out to me thinking I hold all the answers,
when I truly don't know a thing.
It seems you often look up to me and I think I must protect you with my wings.
If only you could crack the wall that surrounds you
and envision all my eyes can see.
If only you could stand with confidence and
realize God has planted a gift in your hands.
Then maybe, just maybe, you will realize you are just as special as me.
Truly blessed we are, we were delivered in threes.
You often take your third and compare it to ours,
not comprehending we are filled with the same amount.
Never pleased you are, every prize seems too far.
Life is a journey and you hate the roads.
However we all take our own paths.
I just hope one day you notice life isn't easy for anyone, so you go ahead and do the math.
Everyone has their own trials and tribulations yet for some it seems to much to bear.
Just when you think its not fair, remember, God just wants to see how much you care.
Let It Go
LET IT GO by T. D. Jakes
There are people who can walk away from you. And hear me when I tell
you this. When people can walk away from you, let them walk. I don't
want you to try to talk another person into staying with you, loving
you, calling you, caring about you, coming to see you, staying
attached to you. I mean hang up the phone. When people can walk away
from you let them walk.
Your destiny is never tied to anybody who left. The bible
said, "they went out from us, but they were not of us; for if they had
been of us, they would have continued with us: but they went out that
they might be made manifest, that none of them were of us. " [1 John
2:19] People leave you because they are not joined to you. And if
they are not joined to you, you can't make them stay. Let them go.
It doesn't mean they are a bad person. It just means their part in
the story is over. You've got to know when people's part in your story
is over so you don't keep trying to raise the dead. You've got to know
when it's dead. You've got to know when it's over.
Let me tell you something, I've got the gift of good-bye. It's the
tenth spiritual gift. I believe in good-bye. I'm not hateful, I'm
faithful and I know whatever God means for me to have He'll give it to
me. If it takes too much sweat I don't need it. Stop begging people
to stay...LET THEM GO!!!
If you are holding on to something which doesn't belong to you and was
never intended for your life, then you need to...LET IT GO!!!
If you are holding on to past hurts and pains...LET IT GO!!!
If someone can't treat you right, love you back, and see your
worth...LET IT GO!!!
If someone has angered you...LET IT GO!!!
If you are holding on to some thoughts of evil and revenge...LET IT
GO!!!
If you are involved in a wrong relationship or addiction...LET IT
GO!!!
If you are holding on to a job that no longer meets your needs or
talents...LET IT GO!!!
If you have a bad attitude...LET IT GO!!!
If you keep judging others to make yourself feel better...LET IT GO!!!
If you're stuck in the past and God is trying to take you to a new
level in Him...LET IT GO!!!
If you are struggling with the healing of a broken relationship...LET
IT GO!!!
If you keep trying to help someone who won't even try to help
themselves...LET IT GO!!!
If you're feeling depressed and stressed ...LET IT GO!!!
If there is a particular situation you are so used to handling
yourself and God is saying, "Take your hands off of it," then you need
to...LET IT GO!!!
Let the past be the past. Forget the former things. GOD is doing a new
thing for 2003 as we approach 2004!! LET IT GO!!
Get Right or Get Left...think about it, and then LET IT GO!!!
If God brings you to it,
He will bring you through it.
Happy moments, praise God.
Difficult moments, seek God.
Quiet moments, worship God.
Painful moments, trust God.
Every moment, thank God.
"Do not be misled: 'Bad company corrupts good character.' "
Whenever you think God has stopped listening or caring for you, didn't
follow through on His promises or didn't answer your prayer(s), you
most likely:
1) misinterpreted the promise,
2) missed the answer, or
3) gave up before God responded.
God ALWAYS does what He said He would.!!!!!!!
There are people who can walk away from you. And hear me when I tell
you this. When people can walk away from you, let them walk. I don't
want you to try to talk another person into staying with you, loving
you, calling you, caring about you, coming to see you, staying
attached to you. I mean hang up the phone. When people can walk away
from you let them walk.
Your destiny is never tied to anybody who left. The bible
said, "they went out from us, but they were not of us; for if they had
been of us, they would have continued with us: but they went out that
they might be made manifest, that none of them were of us. " [1 John
2:19] People leave you because they are not joined to you. And if
they are not joined to you, you can't make them stay. Let them go.
It doesn't mean they are a bad person. It just means their part in
the story is over. You've got to know when people's part in your story
is over so you don't keep trying to raise the dead. You've got to know
when it's dead. You've got to know when it's over.
Let me tell you something, I've got the gift of good-bye. It's the
tenth spiritual gift. I believe in good-bye. I'm not hateful, I'm
faithful and I know whatever God means for me to have He'll give it to
me. If it takes too much sweat I don't need it. Stop begging people
to stay...LET THEM GO!!!
If you are holding on to something which doesn't belong to you and was
never intended for your life, then you need to...LET IT GO!!!
If you are holding on to past hurts and pains...LET IT GO!!!
If someone can't treat you right, love you back, and see your
worth...LET IT GO!!!
If someone has angered you...LET IT GO!!!
If you are holding on to some thoughts of evil and revenge...LET IT
GO!!!
If you are involved in a wrong relationship or addiction...LET IT
GO!!!
If you are holding on to a job that no longer meets your needs or
talents...LET IT GO!!!
If you have a bad attitude...LET IT GO!!!
If you keep judging others to make yourself feel better...LET IT GO!!!
If you're stuck in the past and God is trying to take you to a new
level in Him...LET IT GO!!!
If you are struggling with the healing of a broken relationship...LET
IT GO!!!
If you keep trying to help someone who won't even try to help
themselves...LET IT GO!!!
If you're feeling depressed and stressed ...LET IT GO!!!
If there is a particular situation you are so used to handling
yourself and God is saying, "Take your hands off of it," then you need
to...LET IT GO!!!
Let the past be the past. Forget the former things. GOD is doing a new
thing for 2003 as we approach 2004!! LET IT GO!!
Get Right or Get Left...think about it, and then LET IT GO!!!
If God brings you to it,
He will bring you through it.
Happy moments, praise God.
Difficult moments, seek God.
Quiet moments, worship God.
Painful moments, trust God.
Every moment, thank God.
"Do not be misled: 'Bad company corrupts good character.' "
Whenever you think God has stopped listening or caring for you, didn't
follow through on His promises or didn't answer your prayer(s), you
most likely:
1) misinterpreted the promise,
2) missed the answer, or
3) gave up before God responded.
God ALWAYS does what He said He would.!!!!!!!
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