As we stand together, side by side, I self reflect on why I am standing. I have been broken from my early years of lovin' and my heart hasn't been place together. Still dismantled. Still vexed inside, to the core, I fathom being tranquil yet I just can't reach it yet. My heart wants to be altered but I have a feeling only God can change it, rearrange it, and let it be.
I believe in love. It conquers all things. For some reason, I am untouchable and unable to heal from my journey of heartache. Even after you show me so much love, respect, and comfort, have me thinking you're the one for me this time around, Im still curious. So I am anxious to a certain degree to see what the present won't let me. I worry, I wonder and ponder. Unwilling to trust all of you since I have a fear and I am not scared to admit it. I can't love the way I want to. I'm numb in this relationship.
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