Reality

When my soul's finished fantasizing my eyes awaken
Back into reality my soft spirit is taken
I can't stand it either
The stress of life stomping on my brain brings fevers
You see, on my pretty brown face I've placed a smile
But underneath that grin hurts been living a while
At this time Im about sick of rhymin'
It's about time for the realness to chime in
Dr Daddy I have and a mother that's a queen
A brother surfin' the waves and a brother that's a fiend
Little miss sunshine I am and a kid at heart
I did the education thing, people see I am smart
I'm the golden child, I'm the family representa'
All this caring I'm doing when someone goin' to represent her?
Yo my breast are swollen so bitches see I'm brave
Only the Lord knows the meak and only he can save
Im the motivator when things are down
Laughter I bring because my eyes hate frowns, ironically, Im down
Im low and no one knows
A few dollars here, a drop off there, a hug for you, it's love I throw
I have to be the foundation, the roots to this tree
If not her, if not him, but who but me?
I see, I recognize the potential you possess
Im the one ready to prosper up out of this mess
Every struggle, battle, war, conflict or situation is a test
After the drip dop of blood sweat and tears there's definitely rest
So many roles to be played, so many decisions I've made and my heart still flourishes
This is on a grand scale greater then and with all my heart I hope my effort nourishes
Him, her, he, she nothing done for me alone, all praises go to HE,
the one who sits on the thrown
Sadly all good things come to an end
So while they're negative times
The positive ones make life a ten
And while my duty is heavy and I have a purpose to seek
Everything I dream about it truly in reach
Every night I rest my eyes and with God I make an amends
Blessed I wake up to start my fight all over again.